Tuesday, March 31, 2009

hUngeR

Assalamualaikum..
Its Tuesday March 31st..
I'd been on leave yesterday with myRahman
Went to Lowyat(his fav place), Lorong Masjid India(my fav place) and Sunway Pyramid(nobody's fav place - pegi sbb nak sejukkan bdn je hehe)..
window shopping jer...hihi
This morning I went out a bit late to the office
Then got my back car bumper hit by a car (which was hit by a lorry at the back)
I was so shocked and stop at the side of the road (and the traffic was so bad)
Luckily Im wearing my safety belt, found that there were only few scrathes, no broken lamp and everything is okay..
Since it was almost 8.20am and I know Im going to be late if I joined them to argue
Then I decide to left them and straight to the office
What a tragic morning incident happen to me
Alhamdulillah..I was okay..
I had to conduct stock take for Puspakom's HQ downstairs this morning
But the external auditor came late..hmm...
But then we managed to finished just a few minutes before lunch time
I was so hungry today, wonder why..
Last night masak bubur je, since me and myrahman watched Korean drama
then tgk cm sedap jer diorg mkn bubur..so kitorg pn masak bubur la gak..hehe
Lunch td follow Nadia g bank, so bli kt McD drive thru jer ngan abreeza ngan firdaus..
kenyang la gak..even I know it won't be long..cukupla untuk alas perut skjp..
well, I think i need to cook this evening..nak masak ape ek...??

Friday, March 27, 2009

Present for him





Assalamualaikum..its friday finally..
the day that I have always waiting for..
Woke up a bit late today...saje je sb cm mls je nk g kje arini..
But hey, today is myrahman's birthday..
I got him a piece of cake last nite..(I told him its a durian flavour which he's not interested at all)
gurau je, sbnrnye I beli classic cheese hehe..
I also got him a lovely birthday card and a short sleeved shirt
Not as usual, he got up dis morning after I dressed up and prepared me roti+kaya and roti+peanut butter for my bekal to office since im a bit late..
which I think is so sweet.thank you dear..
But however, he didnt notice the card and the present which I put at the hall's table
But then he sms while I was on my way driving to the office, stating that its very nice to see something on the table this morning
hihi..
hope u'll like it ya..
big boy, you are a year older than me..
but sometimes it seems like we are at the same age
or sometimes I feel like i am older than you since I like to scold you like 'mak nenek' kan..
Anyhow, enjoy the day ok..
Wishing a very Happy 26th birthday..
i'll see u this evening..muahs..






Thursday, March 26, 2009

Peringatan



And say: "Act, and Allah will observe your actions, and so will his Messenger and the believers: and soon you will be brought back to the Knower of all Unseen and the Seen. Then He will show you the truth of all that you did."

[Surah at-Taubah; 9:105]

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

raBu

Assalamualaikum..
begin my day with a very heavy breakfast dis morning..
as usual at the company's cafe
try to finish the previous assignment's task..
wonder why all the auditee is always unavailable whenever i called
ish2..xbaik tau..
i just want to reconfirm on few things...its not that im going to attack u or something..
pls do understand of my situation ok..
i want to be a nice auditor..hihi
but drafting the audit finding makes me sick sometimes..
well, i'll get used to it hopefully..
im goin back now..
im goin to sunway pyramid for abi's birthday present tomorrow..
had informed him earlier that im goin home a bit late today..
hihi..

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

myRahman

Assalamualaikum..
myRahman's birthday is coming on this thursday
but i still not yet decide what to buy for him
or is it ok if i just cook for him on his special day..hehe =)
got to thanks his mom for brought hims up
for what he become today
well, i used to thanks my late mama(semoga ALlah mencucuri Rahmat ke atas roh-Nya) on my birthday before..
because i am here today because of her..
well, back to myrahman...
i think he is getting slimmer
because he didnt have lunch on weekdays
but he ate a lot in the evening once he got back from the office..
sian..
any idea what i should give him on his birthday?
erm...i'll try to figure out later..
to my dearest Rahman, if u happen to read my blog,
i just want u to know,
im sorry for all mistakes i had done to u
sorry kne tahan i ckp byk, sorry sebab i masak x sedap..hehe
ALHAMDULILLAH..
im so glad that i found u, im thankful to have u in as my husband and my bestfren,
may Allah bless u with a good health, joy, happiness and prosperities..
A very happy birthday to u dear..(wishing u in advance)
love~care~hugs~

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

A tearful Du'a

O Allah, O Karim,
Please have Mercy on me.
O Allah, O Karim,
Please forgive me
for the sins I committed in the past
and those I will commit in the future.

O Allah,
have Mercy on all the Muslimeen,
and guide them.
Guide me O Allah,
and guide my parents,
my siblings, my cousins,
my aunts and uncles,
my nephews and nieces and so forth.

O Allah,
I ask You
to strengthen my iman and those around me.
I ask You to soften my heart
and to soften the hearts of the Believers.
O Allah,
forgive me for my shortcomings,
for only You are Perfect.

O Allah,
Please Forgive me
if I ever got too wrapped in a matter
that I didn't have the time to utter Your Name.
O Allah,
Please Forgive me for all the salat I missed
because of ignorance or laziness,
Please Forgive me for all the fasts I didn't make up,
thinking it was "alright, since I fasted most of the days anyway."
O Allah,
Please Forgive me
for the quarter I never dropped
into the metal cup for the homeless man begging on the street.
O Allah,
Please spark the love of Islam in my heart
and in the hearts of every single Muslim
until it gets implanted in their children
and their childern's children and so on.
O Allah,
I ask that You help me for I am weak
and will only grow stronger by Your Strength,
so Allah Please Strengthen me
to fight Shaitan and his whispers.
And if I ever fell into his trap
and followed my desire,
then sincerely forgive me,
for that displays not only my weakness,
but Your Greatness as well.

O Allah, Please lighten the punishment in the grave
for those before us and those after us.
Please Allah, lighten the punishment
and please shed light into every Muslim's grave.
O Allah, if I ever was too afraid
to stand up for Your Deen
because of what others would think,
then Forgive me, for I was a fool for doing so.
O Allah, Please Protect me and each Musilman,
and Protect especially the orphans and the widows.
O Allah, Please Strengthen the faith
of the destitute Muslims around the world,
so they have hope to live.
O Allah, if I ever forgot to do du'a
for even one suffering Muslim,
then Forgive me
for then it is as if I haven't done du'a
for the entire ummah.

O Allah,
Please be the Light of my eyes, ears and heart.
O Allah,
Please be the Light on the sides of me
and the Light behind me
and the light in front of me.
O Allah, Please Forgive me
for all the foul words I spoke
either out of ignorance or
because I was trying to be "cool."
O Allah, please forgive me
if I never stopped to think about You,
due to "other important things."
O Allah, Please Forgive me
for not having enough time
or creating time for reading the Qur'an.
O Allah, Please Forgive me
for listening to music
and watching movies and t.v.
O Allah, please forgive me
for all the yelling I've done
and the arguments I've been in.
For the only time
the voice should be raised
is for Your Praises!
O Allah, Please Forgive me
for my disrespect towards my family,
elders, siblings and so on.
O Allah, Please Forgive me
for any backbiting I have been accused of,
whether I did it consciously or unconsciously.

O Allah, Rab al-Alamin,

Forgive me,
Forgive me for everything.
So for everyone,
every single Muslim,
dead or alive,
I do du'a that you forgive them
for all their sins.
O Allah,
Please Please Please
help the suffering Muslims
of Kashmir, Palestine, Chechnya,
Bosnia, Gujarat, Nigeria,
Iraq, Afghanistan and everywhere around the world.
Please O Allah, make the Mujahideen victorious,
and let the beauty of Islam reign!
O Allah, Give victory to the Muslims!
O Allah, Please let True Islam reign!
O Allah, Please increase our knowledge
of Your Deen and this world.
Oh Allah, Please Help us all and guide us,
for You are Everything to us.

O Allah,
I cannot stress how much I ask
for Your Forgiveness and Your Guidance.
O Allah,
I fear You,
I fear You soooo much words cannot describe.
I fear the day when I will meet You,
and I WILL meet You.
When we are one on one,
and I have no one's help or support.
No-one can take the blame for me
nor I for them.
The only thing I will have
is a little book given to me by You
that has my deeds.

O Allah,
Please Forgive me for my thoughts,
for even though I get sinned only for my actions,
I cannot help but feel guilty for my thoughts
and I ask You to Forgive me for them
and to clear my mind of any impurities
until You become the Only thing on my mind.
O Allah,
Please Forgive me
if I ever did anything out of gain
for this life and not for Your pleasure.
If I ever did anything to "show off"
then Please Forgive me for that.

O Allah,
I do du'a
that You grant us all God-Fearing spouses
and grant us righteous children.
Oh Allah,
I do du'a
that You continue to strengthen this ummah
until the Day of Resurrection.
O Allah,
Forgive me
for whatever I have not mentioned,
for I am bound to forget
....but You,
through Your Greatness...
You Never Forget.

O Allah,
Please Grant
all the Muslims
Jannah-tul-Firdaus.
O Allah,
I ask that You shed Your Mercy
on all the Prophets (peace be upon them)
and on all the Angels (peace be upon them).

Lastly, I do du'a
You shed Your Mercy
on the Prophet Muhammad ,
his family and companions.
I do du'a
that you grant Muhammad
the Highest Station in Paradise.
Rabinna Aataina
Fiduniya Hasinathow
Wa Fil Akhirati Hasinathow,
Wakina Adhab innaar

Ameen.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

shiver

Praise to Allah..
Assalamualaikum..
last night was such a mysterious night ever..
I'd planned to watch the horror movie at first..
however i fell asleep after had my dinner with myrahman..
maybe its because im a bit tired working all day..
suddenly i heard someone give salam near me..
when i open my eyes, nobody there..
myrahman was at the kitchen at that time..
i was so shock..
astaghfirullah..
i asked him, who's voice was that
and he said its nobody as he didnt hear anything
and i asked whether the window is opened
and he said no, everything is locked
i confused..
this is the second time things like this happen to me
and im totally not happy with it
it makes me shiver till i cant sleep back
the last time i heard somebody's calling my name in the dark
and myrahman was asleep at that time
mmmm....i dont like this feeling..
i asked my abi this morning
bout that thing last night and he said dont worry..
hope everything is ok..
insyallah..
pray for me ok?

Monday, March 16, 2009

monday~

currently working on the draft of audit findings for my latest assignment..
a bit hard for me coz im weak in report writing..
but gotta finish it asap or the manager will bla bla bla..
yesterday was da worst weekend ever..
because of unstable emotion n feeling..
thank you so much to my dear n lovely husband..
u cheer me up..thank god i found u..
cant wait to go home today..
coz im gonna cook for u okay dear...
hihi

Friday, March 13, 2009

Taman Botani


Wedding @ Taman Botani, Putrajaya 8/3/09




The sisters from left; along, angah,alang n adik



along yg chomel



angah yg cute



adik yg cun



ayah n alang



me n myrahman



Familia's bowling

Had a great time with my families : ayah, along, angah, adik, the twins (mahir n mahdir) & myrahman @ kjg metro point..(a bit tired coz we're playing 2 games but it's worth it...having a good time with my family) ..love u all..














Pekan

Audit work @ Pekan, Pahang 4-6/3/09


Sorry but I have been pretty busy for this couple of week. Gone to subsidiaries in S.Alam, Nilai and Pekan, Pahang for 2 weeks.

Now im back, but had to finish my audit report before my manager bla bla bla~ hihi..

Had a great audit team, en Jamal n Kak Norah, they have been very helpful along the way..thank you so much.




during audit..unorganized tul table ktorg..hehe




pening2...



Melaka

Pengkalan Balak, Melaka 28/2/09

Alhamdulillah..tercapai juga hasrat utk melawat amid 3 weeks after her mother passed away (semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya~amin..)

Me n myrahman bertolak blk at almost 6 pm, leaving leen, fiza n abu coz they are staying @amid's house that nite. Then we both singgah jalan2 tepi laut @ pengkalan balak, hav our magrib near masjid there n had our dinner @ 1 of restaurant near PD. After kknygn, I drove back home Puchong and reach home at almost 1 am. (my co-pilot cm biasela..tertido)