My sin block my Du'a

As I sit here alone, the tears rolling down my face
It is not salt, but pain that I taste

So I leave now to go stand before You
I am helpless and alone, what else can I do?

I have asked, I have begged but my sins block my du'a
I will come now still begging, forgive me O Allah

Forgive me and grant me what it is that I ask
For me it is impossible but for You a simple task

I try and I try but I do not succeed
But I understand and know it is because Your Words I do not heed

I hear, yes I hear but I do not always obey
Perhaps that is why I am destitute, isolated and why You have written that I will be alone this way

I have no to blame but the person in the mirror I see
No one else must pay for my sins, no one else, no one else, no one else but me

So I stand before You to again beg forgiveness because You said that I can
You have told us in Your Book that You are Ar-Rahman

I will ask, I will beg but my sins my block my du'a
But I will keep asking, forgive me O Allah

vacation

enjoy the pictures..........

Busy

Assalamualaikum..
It's been quite sometime i did not post anything in my blog.
I have been pretty busy since this last 3 weeks.
Went for audit at one of our subsidiary at Batu caves.
What a tough work, with a lots of area to cover within 2 and a half week, with a team member of 5.
Finally, I am back to office.
Where I can meet my other colleagues.

Last Monday my car brokedown.
The temperature blow up on my way to office.
It is very dissappointing since it caused me difficulties to get to the office.
Yesterday me and my abi sent my beloved WHL to the workshop.
Alhamdulillah the mechanic told abi that WHL will be ready by this evening, Insyallah..

I am very excited today
Bacause tomorrow is the day that I and abi are waiting for..
We are going to fly away from the city, Insyallah..
Not too far, just to the langkawi Island.
But its free from the traffic jam, smoke, stress..
lie down on the beach, swimming and snorkeling at the private beach..
erm..that's what I am waiting for..

Its been 3 years that I did not reach there.
The last time was when my late mama is still alive.
At that time we had a family gathering at Berjaya
what a memorable time we had..
But tomorrow, we are staying at Langkasuka Beach Resort
It's near the Pantai Cenang.
Hope that everything turns out great there..
No worry, we'll be back on Monday night Insyallah.
Langkawi...here we come~